Saturday, June 03, 2006
Excitement exhausts me
There are many people who are addicted to adrenalin rush and they go to great lengths to get their fix; the longer the drop, the greater the high, the bigger the risk the greater the rush. Some get their rush just be being bitchy or getting into fights or arguments. I never was that kind of person. I preferred to be anonymous, not to draw attention to myself .In fact you could say I have an extreme form of shyness where I would dread having to speak up during class or to shout, stop! when riding a bus. Being in a crowd gives me a sense of security as long as people just go about their business and don't mind me at all.
Sipping my morning coffee in peace and watching the distant clouds form and break and listening to the traffic outside is very soothing exercise indeed. Could you perhaps call it meditation? or just daydreaming? Watching the birds as they flit and fly from branch to branch and from tree to tree all the time chirping as though chattering in a conversation that doesn't stay still but moves from topic to topic without let-up, gives me a peaceful feeling as though nothing in the world needs to be fixed.
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Sipping my morning coffee in peace and watching the distant clouds form and break and listening to the traffic outside is very soothing exercise indeed. Could you perhaps call it meditation? or just daydreaming? Watching the birds as they flit and fly from branch to branch and from tree to tree all the time chirping as though chattering in a conversation that doesn't stay still but moves from topic to topic without let-up, gives me a peaceful feeling as though nothing in the world needs to be fixed.
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